G* Visual Diary

想跟你說　仍難自決
明知道你　投入幻滅　你的慾望偏愈強烈
想跟你說　無奈未說

男人眼裡　情愛事業　原是各自永不妥協
曾努力過　不須抱歉　曾挫敗過　仍能盡力
別想太多　暗裡徘徊　心中始終　你最出色

能愛著你　此心已決　誰再願意　尋尋覓覓
萬千句子　真真切切　說的或不說的

假使你說　會否真的　重新奮鬥　重建實力
還是看作一般見識

when i read a christmas sms from someone to someone….my heart beating fast and i wanna go out to take a deep breath

I trust you always….I believe that you won’t cheat me hurt me like this way~!! but i really cannot understand the things happening :(

you are not the one who called someone like this but you are the one to receive it….why u do not refuse it but choose to accept the explanation from that person?

i will explain: do not refuse = not against the feeling, somehow it is acceptable
….but why is it acceptable?? i have to accept the explanation of the person call everyone like this? is it reasonable? pls tell me…..

why u just tell me not to think too much but not asking the one not to do such things to break my heart?? i have to adjust my thoughts, i felt my heart is broken coz of the things not supposed to be happened done by someone? why not the other one to adjust the behavior but me??

men and women are different….do u believe what women sense of?
movies, messages…what more? i cannot see i cannot know

what can i do now?

i m giving all to you……….maybe still not good enough…….i am trying my best………..

can you give me power and brave to go through this with you together? can we make it?

what a great day on the christmas day!!
Merry Christmas everyone!!!!!

we had a doggie party to celebrate Momo’s birthday~!! Happy Birthday~!!!!

mui & pepsi had not been meeting the friends for long time~!! they are super happy going out and meeting the friends….they first met the lovely sasha coz we were sharing the van to go to petworld together!!

*photos to be updated*

ting is really tired today….probably sleep late last night, so i am going to buy the food for hotpot at home tonight…..in the market, i met carol, fenton and fds were also buying food for hotpot too, what a coincidence~!! my arms are so tired after shopping here and there and holding all the food~! hehe when i get back to home, ting were fall asleep and 2 dirty doggies still there taking rest…..so when i am preparing the food for tonight, ting start to take shower for them…….so we can eat after he is done!! the food are so yummy, we had nice beef, shrimp and crab mainly!! a full full dinner @ home, i love that!

unexpected schedule for today, all planned stuffs could not be done!!

day off today
picking up ting at 1 something then we started our shopping day……until 10 something we back home from jordan.

we both got some christmas shopping unexpectedly thx hon for the xmas gifts, i love them!

merry christmas to everyone and i would love to spend all my christmas with you my dearest!

dayofftoday iamgoingtolunchwithyou didntcalluuntilileavehome
becoziknowudidntcallmecozubeticannotwakeup
iknowfromthedayitolduiamgoingtolunchwithu

ifinallyarrivedearlierat1245
triedtocalluandletuknowialreadyhere
but…calledtwicewithoutanswering
atthetimebeingiamsonervous idunnoynoanswers
startthinkingofsomethingthatuaskedmenottothink
ireallyworryandirelatedittothat

iwasthinkingshouldicalltoyouroffice
icalledandfinallyigetyouonthephone
utoldmetowaituforawhile then15minspast
iamexpectingutocatchmenotsolong
coziwashereearliertotelluialreadyhere
butanother15minspast uarenotcomingyet
irelatedtothethingagain douwanttostaywithsomeonelonger?
ithoughtofthatandfeelingupset meanwhileihavethoughtofleaving
finallyushowup&iaskedytakeusolong
utoldmeuwaitforalltheppltoleave2gether
iamabitshocked&thoughttherelatedthingreallyhappens
iamlosingmyconfident&gettingnervousineverysingleminute
iampaininthat killmepls